Rabbi Yosi and Rabbi Hizkiyah were traveling to see Rabbi Shimon in Kappadocia.
Rabbi Hizkiyah said: It is known that a man should first arrange praises
of his Master [in the first 3 blessings in the Amidah] and only
then to say his prayer [for personal and communal requests in the intermediate
blessings]. What of a man who is in distress or whose heart is
occupied and he wishes to pray, yet
cannot bring himself to focus properly on his Master's praises because he is under
stress? What is [the law, if he is still required to arrange praises
of his Master first]?
Rabbi Yosi said to him: Even though he is not fully focused in heart and
intent, why should his Master's praises and their arrangement be lacking? He should
pronounce his Master's praises, even if he can't focus on them properly, and
then say his prayer [and request his needs]. This is the meaning of: "A prayer of David. Hear what is
rightfully Yours, O G‑d, attend to my cry." (Ps. 17:1) First, "Hear what
is rightfully Yours, O G‑d" [King David would first focus on G‑d's praises] and only then "attend to
my cry, give ear to my prayer [i.e. requests of his needs]." Whoever can praise his Master, yet does not
do so, of him it is written: "Even when you say many prayers [requesting your needs], I will not
hear..." (Isaiah 1:15) [your prayers will not be accepted because you didn't arrange praises
of your Master first].
[More is said about the intention of prayer:] It is written, "One
lamb shall you offer in the morning, and the other lamb shall you offer at
evening." (Num. 28:4) The prayers [of Israel] were arranged in
place of the daily offerings [and achieve all that was to be achieved by the sacrificial offerings]. Come and see: by the awakening below
[from the world of Asiya
through sacrificial offerings and prayer] there is also awakening
above [in the world of
Yetzira]. Through the awakening above towards that which is higher
still [to the world of Beriya] too, until the awakening reaches
the place [of malchut of Atzilut] where the light is to be lit,
and it shines. Thus, through the ascent of the smoke [of the sacrificial offerings] below, the candle is lit above
[in malchut of Atzilut]. When this light is lit, all other lamps are lit and all
the worlds are blessed through it [i.e. malchut of Atzilut sends the
light of consciousness and blessings to the worlds of Beriya, Yetzira and
Asiya]. Thus the arousal of the offering from below [or the prayers that are recited in their stead] is the rectification of this world and causes
blessings to flow to all the worlds.
How is this [awakening above through the offerings]
performed? When the smoke from the offering commences to rise, the holy forms
[of the angels] appointed over the world [of Asiya] are
caused to rouse [through the elevation of Feminine Waters]. They
cause an arousal of passion to rise upwards towards the levels above them [in
the world of Yetzira] with great desire [for their sustenance], as it
says, "The young lions roar after their prey..." (Ps. 104:21) [ie. asking G‑d to provide their sustenance] Those are
aroused toward the levels above them [in the world of Beriya through
the elevation of Feminine Waters to malchut of Atzilut]
until the King [Zeir Anpin] wishes to join the Matron [malchut].
Through the passion below [of fulfilling mitzvot and good deeds],
the lower [feminine] waters rise to receive the upper [masculine] waters
[which are the abundance flowing from the heavens]. The higher waters do not flow other than through
the arousal of this lower passion. Then both desire to cleave together [in a
supernal union], the lower [feminine] waters flow to meet the
upper [masculine] waters. The worlds are blessed, all the lights [the
sefirot] lit, and the upper and lower beings are endowed with
blessings.
BeRahamim LeHayyim: Why did the Ari and Chida include this section? What do they want us to learn?
The above Zohar describes the ascent of prayer and the resultant lighting of celestial luminaries. When we do mitzvoth below, we shine on our earth plain and when we do teshuvah, we become supernal lamplighters.
The plan:
(1) Cleanse yourself with love as water and refine yourself with passionate
love as fire. Do good first, and turning away from evil will happen at the same
time, guaranteed. Use waters of chesed to immerse in, return to the
womb of Supernal Imma/mother - "My G‑d, the soul You placed
within me is pure"! Use fiery love as passion to arouse yourself
to even higher heights than you ever imagined!
(2) Reject the negative self-labeling; do not consider yourself a
Rasha/wicked. See yourself as good. You are wonderful, love yourself as such, and you can make a great start, shining the heart
light from within to without.
(3) Now see the shining heart light of your fellow. It too burns
bright and glows, even if he or she can't see it. For only the tzaddik
sees Holy sparks even in those places where the shells have concealed all
outside light. See this light in your buddy or neighbor, and you will have
completed the introductory course in Tzaddik 101.
(4) Assist this person in his or her efforts to return. Not by words,
but by your example.
This is what it means to me, and to my teshuvah!
Bracketed annotations from Metok Midevash and Sulam commentaries
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