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Adapted from "A Treasury of Chassidic Tales - Festivals"
(Artscroll)
Torrents of rain beat down on his face, but the
tempest did not prevent Rabbi Leib Sarahs from reaching a village, only several
hours before the beginning of Yom Kippur. He was some distance from his intended
destination, but he was relieved to learn that in this village too there would
be a minyan with which to pray - eight local villagers would be joined by
two men who lived in the nearby forest. He immersed himself in the purifying
waters of a river in preparation for the holy day, ate the meal which precedes
the fast, and hastened to be the first one in the little wooden synagogue. There
he settled down to recite the various private devotions with which he was
accustomed to inaugurate the Day of Atonement.  | | " The doors of repentance are not locked even in the face of an apostate..." |  |  |
One by one the eight local villagers arrived in time
to hear the words of Kol Nidrei - but there was no minyan, for it
transpired that the two Jewish foresters had been arrested on some malicious
lie.
"Perhaps we could find just one more Jew living
around these parts?" asked Reb Leib.
"No," the villagers all assured him, "there's only
us."
"Perhaps," he persisted, "there lives here some Jew
who converted out of the faith of his fathers?"
The villagers were shocked to hear such an odd
question from the stranger. They looked upon him quizzically.
"The doors of repentance are not locked even in the
face of an apostate," Reb Leib continued. "I have heard from my teachers that
even when one poles about in the ashes one can light upon a spark of fire..."
One of the villagers now spoke up.
"There is one apostate here," he ventured. "He is our
paritz, the squire who owns this whole village. But he has been sunk in
sin for forty years now. You see, the gentile daughter of the previous squire
fell in love with him. So her father promised him that if he converted and
married the girl, he would make him his sole heir. He didn't withstand the
temptation, so he did exactly that."
"Did his gentile wife bear him any sons or daughters?"
asked Reb Leib.
"No," they all chorused. "She died some years ago, and
he was left childless."
"Show me his mansion," said Reb Leib.  | | " They stood in silence face to face, the tzadik and the apostate..." |  |  |
He removed his talit in a flash, and ran as
fast as he could in the direction of the mansion, with his white kipa on
his head and his white kittel billowing in the wind. He knocked on the
heavy door, opened it without waiting for a response, and found himself
confronting the squire. For a few long, long moments they stood in silence face
to face, the tzadik and the apostate. The latter's first thought was to
summon one of his henchmen to seize the uninvited intruder and hurl him into the
dungeon in the back yard. But the luminous countenance and the penetrating eyes
of the tzadik softened his heart.
"My name is Leib Sarahs," began the visitor. "It was
my privilege to know Reb Yisrael, the Baal Shem Tov, who was admired even
by numerous noblemen. From his mouth I once heard that every Jew should utter
the sort of prayer that was first said by King David: 'Save me, O Lord, from
blood-guilt.' But the word used for 'blood' can also be translated as 'money'.
So my Teacher expounded the verse as follows: "Save me, so that I should
never regard money as my Lord...'
"Now, my mother, whose name was Sarah, was a holy
woman. One day the son of one of the local gentry took it into his head to marry
her, and promised her wealth and status if she would agree. Instead, however,
she sanctified the name of Israel. In order to save herself from that villain
she quickly got married to an old Jewish pauper who was a schoolteacher.
"You did not have the good fortune to withstand the
test, and for silver and gold you were willing to apostatize. Realize, though,
that there is nothing that can stand in the way of repentance. Moreover, there
are those who in one hour earn their portion in the World to Come. Now is
that hour! Today is the eve of Yom Kippur. The sun will soon set. The Jews
who live in your village are short one man to make up a minyan. Come
along now with me, and be the tenth man. For the Torah tells us: The tenth
shall be holy unto G-d."  | | " One of the villagers handed the apostate a talit..." |  |  |
The squire paled at the words spoken by this man with
the singular face and who was clothed in white. And meanwhile, down the road,
the eight local villagers waited in the synagogue, huddled together in frozen
dread. Who could tell what calamity this odd stranger was about to bring down
upon their heads?
The door burst open, and in rushed Reb Leib, followed
closely by the paritz. The latter's gaze was downcast, and his eyelashes
were heavy with tears. At a sign from Reb Leib, one of the villagers handed the
apostate a talit. He enveloped himself in it, covering his head and face
entirely. Reb Leib now stepped forward to the Holy Ark, and took out two Scrolls
of the Torah. One he gave to the oldest villager present, and the other - to the
paritz. Between them at the podium stood Reb Leib, and he began to
solemnly chant the traditional tune: "By the sanction of the Almighty, and by
the sanction of the congregation, ...we declare it permissible to pray together
with those who have sinned...."
A deep sigh broke forth from the depths of the broken
man's heart. No man there could stand unmoved, and they all wept with him.
Throughout all the prayers of the evening, and from dawn of the next day right
until nightfall, the paritz stood in prayer, humbled and contrite. And,
as his sobs shook his whole body as he recited the confession, the other nine
shuddered with him.
At the climax of the Ne'ila service, when the
congregation were about to utter together the words "Shema Yisrael", the
paritz leaned forward until his head was deep inside the Holy Ark,
embraced the Torah Scrolls that stood there, and in a mighty voice that
petrified those present cried out: "Hear, O Israel, the Lord our G-d, the Lord
is One!" He then stood up straight, and began to declare with all his might:
"The Lord is G-d!" With each repetition his voice grew louder. Finally, as he
cried it out for the seventh time, his soul flew from his body.
That same night they brought the remains of the
paritz to burial in the nearby town. Reb Leib himself took part in the
purification and preparation of the body for burial, and for the rest of his
life observed the yahrzeit of this penitent every Yom Kippur by saying
Kadish for the elevation of his soul.
Visitor Comments: 2
SarahRachel ,9/26/2006
This story gave me goosebumps<Eric Sander Kingston, from USA, 9/26/2006
It is never too late to do the
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